Smiling behind tears

I smile behind my cry
And laugh behind my tears
Staying alone to  stop hurting
Sitting on my own
Remembering my past
Laughing at the fun in my childhood
While tears dropping as I grow older
Life was easier before
Lots of responsibility in the present
Dropping down the well
While tears drop silently
Catching my breathe
To stop the pain exploding
Learning from past
Waiting for the future