Today is your birthday, you have completed 93 years old. Although you are not with us, but you are still in our heart. Presentation was made to show who you was, it was a nice presentation, it was really amazing, I saw your pics which I never saw, never even know about. It was a suprise for me, I can't say to others because I didn't ask.
We really missed you. You are a mark in our heart, which it can't be removed, on Monday you was born, as what your your father has said and got your birth certificate. You have fought till the day you passed away.
You have fought for the rights and when you became sick you fought to stand on your feet again. You are my hero, to me you are my hero. I admire you of what you have done. I don't have the correct words to say, as I am lost in words, whenever I want to write something about you, I go lost in words, as I can't explain of what I feel.
But only wanted you to know that you are still a mark in my heart, and I don't want to remove this mark, because it is a special mark kept in my heart.
I wish that you was still alive, still sitting between us. I still remember you voice, and some of the memories are still in my heart, in my mind still rewinding it whenever I remember you, pictures of your last birthday is still with me, I wish that day returns back, all the past days which you was still alive, and sit and stay more with you, I regret in somethings, as when you wanted to teach me and I was running away from you, I regret everyday I live, but what to do, as we see a chance in our hand sometimes we don't take it, we just let it drop from our hand. Then when it is gone we regret about it. That time regretting is no use to it. So keeping quiet is what we will have to do, unless we have another way to get that chance.
Like what they say old days are gold, because it just goes, and you can't get it back, that what happens, and we don't realize it sometimes.
This is life, what can we do to get it back, if there was a second chance to get you back, I would have sat with you longer, and have taken every minute in the life to sit with you, to learn many things.
There is nothing more I could say, as I have said before that I am speechless, six years have passed like a day. Wow the days are passing so fast now, with out realising it,all of a sudden you would see is that the days are going like flipping the pages in your hand fast. The seconds you won't feel it ticking, and the minutes are like seconds, this how it goes.
But this won't stop us from thinking our beloved ones like you. Every single chance I get to remember you, it is like a gold to me,as I remember how you was when I lived, and listen to your life story, it doesn't stop us from remembering your braveness and what you have done.
Six years passed so easily, that now I am in a second year of college alhamdullillah, and still continuing the studies as three years are remained to get my degree, inshallah I will acomplish it, then start to search for a job which I like.
