العيوب

لماذا لا نتقبل الناس على ما هم عليه؟

نجد أناسا مختلفون, كل يوم نلتقي ناس جدد, في أي مكان سواء فالنت, فالمدرسة, محلات, و غيرها من الاماكن.

لماذا لا نتقبل وضعيتهم, و نصادقهم حتى و إن كان فيهم عيب, حتى و إن كانوا مختلفون, الإنسان ليس كامل في كل شي.

فنحن كما نرى نحتاج إلى طبيب, إلى معلم, إلى مدري,إلى صاحب.

تخيلوا نحن كامل, في أخلاقنا و كل شي, هل سوف نشارك بعضنا البعض كما نحن الأن؟

لماذا يحقد الناس بعضهم البعض؟

لماذا يحسد الناس بعضهم البعض؟

هل فقط لأن عيشتهم أحسن منهم؟

هل لأنهم مختلفون عنا؟

و إن كان ذالك لماذا نحقدهم نكرههم؟ و نجرحهم؟

لقد خلقنا في تساو.

قد يكون لديك شيء و الشخص الأخر ليس لديه و لكن ذلك الشخص لديه شيئ و أنت ليس لديك, هكذا خلقنا الله.

أنظروا إلى الرسول صلى الله عليه و سلم و السيدة خديجة رضي الله عنها, لم يكن للرسول شيء, كان فقيرا و أمي. و لكن السيدة خديجة لديها تجارة و مال كثير, و تزوجها الرسول صلى الله عليه و سلم و بقيا على زواجهم حتى وفاتها, هل قال شيئ عنها, هل كرهها و بقي معها بسبب مالها, لا فحتى عندما تزوجها كان يرعى المرعى, و عمل على هذا العمل.

فلماذا نكره الاخرون بسبب ما لديهم؟

 لماذا نحسدهم؟

هكذا أرادنا الله, أن نكون.

الصديق الذي يكون لبعض الناس بمثابة أخ أو أخت, لا يخلوا منه\ا العيوب, لكل شخص لديه عيوب و أشياء حلو.

ليس فقط العيوب أو الأشياء الرائعة. و لكن البعض يتغلب على عيوبهم, و البعض لا يتغلب عليه, و البعض لكي يخبوؤا يروا أخطأ الأخرون و يعيبون عليه.

فلماذا لا نحاول أن نصلح ما في أنفسنا قبل أن نرى من الشخص الأخر.مثل ما قيل في القرآن الكريم قال تعالى:((إِنَّ اللَّهَ لا يُغَيِّرُ مَا بِقَوْمٍ حَتَّى يُغَيِّرُوا مَا بِأَنفُسِهِمْ)) سورة الرعد أية 11.

لقد صدق أبى عندما كان يقول ذلك دائما في هذا الأية, لكي نتغلب على عيوبنا, و ليس أن نجرح الشخص الأخر و إنما أن نغير أنفسنا.

و أيضا قال يوسف إستي الذي أسلم تقريبا 19 سنة فقط, عندما كان يبحث عن دين لا يوجد فيه كذب و كان متدين في المسيحية, و عندما إكتشف أن المشكلة ليست فالعالم إنما لديه هو عندما كان يحاول أن يستكشف.

فهكذا نحن, لا نرى عيوبنا, إنما نرى عيوب الأخرين. كأننا نخبئ عيوننا فينا و نفتح عيوننا فالأخرين.

بطلي

لكل شخص له بطله و يحب أن يكون مثله, و يوجد عدة أبطال, قد يكونوا من الأهل, كتاب, ممثلين, شيوخ إلى أخره.

قد يكون البعض يقلده, و البعض الأخر لا, قد يكونوا البعض يتمنى أن يحظى بمكانت بطله.

البعض يكون لديهم عدة أبطال. و كل له قصة لماذا هو بطلك, أو قد أتى صدفة و أنت لم تدري.

فلكل منا حكاية لماذا نحب هذا الشخص و هو بطلنا.

حكايتي مع بطلي و هو جدي الله يرحمه, عاش حياة صعبة و صبر و تعب و لم ييأس, و بعد ذلك كتب كتابا عن نفسه, و كان يكتب أشعارا, لديه عدة كتب و أبرزها عن حياته و كيف عاشها. هو بطلي لا أدري كيف, قد يكون بسبب أنه كان يعلمني القراءة الجيدة و أنا لم أكن أريد الذهاب إليه, أو قد يكون بسبب شيء أخر.

ما أعجبني بأنه كتب عن حياته, و ليس المغزى أنه نشر, و لكن أولاده و أحفاده يعرفون عنه.

علمنا عن ما هو الحياة قبل أن نلد و بعد أن ولدنا. و كيف أنه جاهد ليعيش. كتب أشعارا صرت أحاول أن أكتب مثله و لكن أفشل, تعلم عن الحياة, حارب طوال حياته, و حتى في أونته الأخيرة حارب من أجل العيش و لم ييأس.

فهذه هي نبذة صغيرة عن بطلي التي أردت أن أشارككم إياه, بعد موته ندمت من هروبي عندما كان يريد أن يعلمني, فلو سمعت الكلام لما ندمت على ذلك.

حسام

تعثر حسام فالأرض, و قد كان يبكي كثيرا, فقد تألم كثيرا.كان عمره أربعة سنوات, لم يكن أحد من أهله بجواره, فقد ضاع عنهم. و لم يعرف كيف أن يرجع إليهم. و قد كان قد خرج من منطقته ذهب ليتسلى, و يتعرف على أصدقاء جدد,و لم يعرف أهله بذلك.

و سمعه أحد أولاد المنطقة, و قد كان فضوليا, فذهب ليستكشف مصدر الصوت, و تفاجأه أن رأى ولدا صغيرا لم يره من قبل, و قد كان الولد إسمه سالم و قد كان قد بلغ عشرة سنوات. تقدم سالم إلى حسام, و بدأ بتهدئته, و حن إليه, حاول الحديث معه, و لكن ذلك لم يجدي نفعا. لأنه ما زال يبكي. بعد أن سأت محاولات سالم , جلس سالم يفكر كيف أن يأخذ حسام إلى أهله, فقد كان سالم يخاف عليه, و لم يكن يسو خوفه من سالم لم يفز, ففي النهاية حمله سالم مع أحد صوته, فحمل سالم حسام, و بعد مقاومت حسام و خوفه من سالم لم يفز,في النهاية حمله سالم, و عندما حمله لاحظ بأن حسام لم يستطع الوقوف. بعد أن حمله إلى أهله و أخبرهم بما حصل تفاجأوا, فحاولوا تهدئة حسام.

و ذكر سالم عن قدم حسام, و أنه لم يستطع الوقوف. فحاولوا ترك حسام يقف, و لكنه لم يستطع, فأخذوه إلى المستشفى, و فحصوه و اكتشف بأن لديه كسر, و أن الكسر سوف يضمر بسرعة لصغر سنه. و بعد أن إختفى الألم قليلا تكلم حسام بذكر إسمه, و بأنه لا يعرف أين أهله. لم يعرف أهل سالم ماذا يفعلوا, فلم يكن يوجد شرطة لمساعدة حسام. فققروا ترك حسام عندهم يعيش, فرح سالم كثيرا, فقد كان و حيدا ليس به أخ و لا أخت.

و بعد أن مر ثلاثة عشر عاما, لم ينسى حسام أهله رغم أنه كان صغيرا حيث يرى الناس بأنه يكون نسي أهله. في يوم من الأيام و هو راجع من المدرسة, رأى شخص يشبه أباه, فظن أنه هو , و ركض ليحضنه بعد أن فقده لمدة ثلاثة عشر عاما. و تفاجأة الرجل من تصرف حسام, و سأله عن إسمه, فأجابه حسام بإستغراب.

الرجل:" هل أنت من حي السالمين؟"

هز حسام كتفه, فإستغرب الرجل و سأله. فأخبره حسام بالقصة كاملة, و قال له بأنه يشبه أباه. انصدم الرجل و أخرج و رقة من جيبه, و أعطى لحسام لكي يرى. و ما إن رأى حتى دمعت عينا حسام, فقد كان صورة حسام و أبيه, فسأل الرجل عن صلته.

قال:" هذا أخي."

فابتسم إلى عمه, بدأ بالحديث معه, و بعد أن مضى وقت من الكلام طلب من عمه أن يأخذه إلى أهله, فلبى عمه الطلب.

أخبر حسام أم و أبو سالم عن ما حدث, و إستأذن منهم أن يذهب إلى أهله, وافق الوالدان, و لكن لم يكونوا يريدونه أن يذهب رغم كبر سنه, فإنهم قد إعتبروه كواحد من أولادهم, و أرادوا أن يطمئنوا بأنه قد وصل إلى أهله فعلا و سالما. فقرر أبو سالم أن يذهب و أن يبقى سالم مع أمه.

كان حسام شديد الفرح لدرجة بأنه لا يقدر أن يوصف, و عندما وصل إلى الحارة التي كان يسكن فيه, تذكر بعض البيوت, و لكن البيت الذي لم ينساه رغم مرور السنين هو بيته, و رغم التغيرات الذي حصل فيه.

عند وصول إلى عتبة البيت أراد حسام أن يذهب, فقد سمع أطفالا أخرون, و فكر بأن العم قد خدعه, و لكن قرر أن يقف و يرى, ربما يكون لديه إخوان و أخوات.

دق الجرس و فتح إحدى الأطفال الباب, و ركض خارجا و هو يصرخ إلى أخاه و هم في سباق من سيصل الأول, و فتحوا الباب و رأوا عمهم, فرحوا كثيرا لرؤيته,و أدخلوه و حسام و أبو سالم إلى الداخل. بينما كانوا ينتظرون أن يأتي أبو حسام, بدأ حسام يقول لعمه موقع الأثاث الذي كان موجودا في تلك الصالة, فقد كان يتذكر كله, و ذهل العم و أبو سالم من قوة ذاكرة حسام, فقد كان صحيحا.

بعد أن دخل الأب إلى دخل, رأى حسام والده, سلم عليه, و نظر إليه أبيه و كان قد وقف مصدوما, و أراد أن يتكلم, لكن سبقه حسام بالكلام, و عرف نفسه, ذهب الأب لحضن إبنه, و لم يستطع أن يصدق بأن إبنه قد رجع إليه بعد مرور السنين, و رغم أنه كان صغيرا. فبدأوا بالحديث نادا أبو حسام أم حسام, التي أول ما إن دخلت الصالة حتى كادت أن تغمر من شدة الصدمه, فلم تتكن تتوقع بأن إبنها سوف يرجع إليهم, توقعت بأنهم سوف يحصلونه في مكان ما و يأخذونه معهم.

فرح الأهل و تعرف حسام إلى أهله. و كان يعيش بين البيتين الذي فيه إخوانه و إخواته.

Why do teenagers prefer to be out more than at home?

Teenagers are similar to adulthood, they like to hangout more with their friends more than sit with their family, they feel their selves like they are more better to be out of home always. They prefer to be in cinemas, roaming around.
It is an age where they feel more secured to be with friends, more than family, because when they reach this age, the family are more strict, not like when they are small, and the teenagers want to go walk around and not to sit at home.
If they always sit at home they will always be alone, and not interact with other people, this will affect them even when they grow up. Cause at this age they will still have energy which they need to take out in a right way, like an active teenager who always fights hard, can go to karate, learn karate, and be strong and how to stable when someone comes to fight him. They can go to classes outside school hours, to play together, hangout, do what they want to do to feel they are free a bit, not alot of chains are around them.
Finally, the teenagers need their families to sit with them, and talk with them to help them how to see the world outside when they grow up, not to always shout at them, and not to always put more chains with them, because if many chains are around them, then they will burst and do things which they are not accepted either by the community or the family or religion also. The teens need someone to talk to them slowly and to shout at them, and understand what they want, not to always force the teen to do things what they dont want, cause that will not let them have confidence on their selves, and also they will be going the other way, they will start to hide things, and not speak, they will always prefer to be with their friends, cause their family dont want to listen to them.

Johnny

Chapter 1
Johnny’s worst time
Work,work,work! This was Johnny’s thinking of work. Whenever he wanted to work his head would burn lot of pressure. He hated work; all he loved to do was doing something he liked.
He was working in the same company for five years without promotion, when his friends got their promotion and they are way ahead of him. He felt sad, but kept quiet. Although he was a hard worker and they were not, his salary was very low that he couldn’t get married to his darling Patricia.
She was a woman he dreamt to be with his wife, he loved her and would do anything for her. But she was cheating him without him realizing. She used to have a boyfriend whom she loved, and was using Johnny.
Johnny used to work as a reporter of water supplying. He used and was dreaming to be a business man. But his capability didn’t allow him, so he worked and couldn’t find except this job.
Once he went to his manager and fought with him to give him a promotion, but the manager refused, and the manager was known that he likes to pick on Johnny, but Johnny just kept quiet. After that incident, the manager once called Johnny and said:” That day you came and fought with me that you want a promotion, I have one, why don’t you pick the garbage, as we need someone, since Sean has been fired from this job as you know?”
Johnny was known as never rude, and respectful to others. Johnny then thanked the manager and went out, his face went red and red as if he ate a very hot chili that he couldn’t stand the hotness. The manager was shocked, for he thought the Johnny was going to reply, because when he used to pick on a worker, at last the worker was replying till the manager stopped picking, so he got angry and started to shout, but where is Johnny to listen? Johnny went home.
He lived in a small apartment which was very messy, didn’t have a wide space to be comfortable in. he lived in a second floor of the building. There were scrapped papers and rotten food beside his entrance door of the apartment, because of Dean-his neighbor- used to throw it there every day, although Dean’s apartment was wider and he was married and had two kids who were still young. As Johnny entered his apartment, he went straight to bed. His apartment had only one bed and a small toilet which wasn’t enough for him, although he was small. This room was supposed to be a cleaner’s man room, and Johnny couldn’t afford any apartment except which he lives in now. He used to work in the company in the morning and in the afternoon cleaning the building to get and earning. That’s why Dean is bullying him and all the others in the building, their situation were better than his. His apartment was very messy, and he wasn’t allowed to use the cleaning equipment in his apartment. Plus he couldn’t afford it because of the bullying which he gets from the manager that his salary is always deducted from the usual every time, also that in his country if he tried to sew a company he would be in a jail straight away. Johnny tried to save up money for future, to have a better life, he didn’t tell anyone, even Patricia. But when she found out, she stole the money from him and he didn’t know. Once he found out his reported it to the police, the police went to investigate, and found out that his apartment is always open, he wasn’t allowed to close, for this was the rule of the building’s owner, about the cleaner’s room, so the police didn’t believe him and closed the case, he didn’t see the money since that day. Johnny was then thrown out of the building and was fired from work.
Patricia used the money, and Johnny didn’t know that. Johnny was very sad, he searched for another job in the Josh town where he used to work but didn’t find. It was named after the man who tried to develop the town to a better place, he was refused since the incident. So he went to Lazy Town, which wasn’t really a lazy town, it was just named like that. There he found a café to work for a good salary, although it wasn’t very good salary. He was happy in this job, he used to cook. On the other hand, Patricia was giving him a hard time, she was demanding a lot of money, to use it to buy presents for her love Nidd. Although she was working, with a good salary, good living, she was looking for a rich person who can make her happy, which was Nidd. When Johnny told her that he needs the money to pay the rent, she used to say that he doesn’t love her and this, using words which makes him to give her the money, but in the end he stopped, although he loved her, but he needed it more, to live in an apartment. So she started to see him less often, and she looked as if she was hiding something from him, then by that time he realized that she was loving someone else than him. He didn’t say anything he just kept shut, although he was hurt by this cheating. But he preferred to not talk, he didn’t want to know who he was, he always wanted the better for her, but not like that. He thought she was an honest person, but he realized that she wasn’t. When she stopped to see Johnny, that time he realized that he has lost his time with her, his love was lost. His relationship which he thought it was a relationship it stayed for two years.
One year has passed since Patricia left Johnny. Johnny found a better job in the same town, he also got friends who really respected him although he was earning little money, they loved him. He used to play with two kids who are orphan, he took them as his kids, and they were twins, Tom and Thomas. They lived with their grandma, they were five years old, and they took him as their dad. He used to buy presents for them whenever he can, and what they wanted he tried to give them, even he was known in the town, that he was taking care of them.
One day as he was in the park with them, he saw too couples walking, laughing and smiling, as they drew near he recognized the female voice… it was Patricia, the one who has cheated him with another man, but who is the man?
When Patricia drew near she was shocked to see Johnny. He greeted her then a small conversation went between them.
“How are you?” asked Johnny.
“Fine thank you, what about you?”
“I am fine thanks.”
“So this is why you didn’t reply to any of my calls, it is because you have met another man, and was him that you was using me emotionally?”
Patricia kept quiet for a while.
“Yes, because I loved him, he was able to make me happy, while you didn’t, and by the way he is not a him, his name is Nidd.”
Nidd forward his hand to greet, but Johnny just looked at him. The kids were looking confused, and then they called Johnny: “Daddy what is happening, and who are those people?” Tom asked, while his brother Thomas nodding his head in agreement.
Johnny replied:” Old friends, kids”
Patricia was confused why those two kids are calling him daddy, while she knows that he doesn’t have sons. Johnny looked at her seeing questions rushing through her mind and said: “you might be wondering why are those kids calling me daddy, I will tell you, they are not my real kids, but I treat them like my kids and they treat me like their father, because they are lack of parents, they are in the sky seeing them grow, but not beside them and they are my neighbor. So what has brought you back to Lazy town?”
“We were passed by to see how it is now, after one year of leaving this town, but it seems that nothing has changed a lot.”
“Yeah, nothing has changed a lot.”
Johnny didn’t want to stay longer to chat with them, and he wanted to return the kids home before night, he said his farewell and went. That night he couldn’t sleep, he was angry inside him, but tried to sleep till he could. For Patricia she went and continued her life, she was happy that she got a man whom she liked.
Two years passed, grandmother had died, she was sick by that time, so Johnny used to stay at home and taking care of the kids. The kids were wondering, what is going to happen to them, as now they don’t have a mother nor father and nor grandmother, and their relatives, since their parents died they didn’t want to care for them. So, after their grandmother was buried, they said to Johnny: “Daddy”
“Yes”
“Who is now going to take care of us, since Grandma has died?”
“Um, who do you want?”
“We want you!”
“Really?”
“Yes, Daddy”, they said both.
“Okay, then from today on, you both should listen to me, deal?”
“Yes”. They rushed to hug him, his was going to fall on his back. He and the kids were smiling and happy.
Johnny when he took the kids, to raise them, he needed to change the apartment, because he was living in an apartment which is for one person. The kids loved their new apartment, although it wasn’t big like the house they lived, but at least they were happy that Johnny-their dad- was living with them. On the other hand, their Grandma’s house was rented, and the kids weren’t getting any money from their family because she had kids who were alive, and no one of the family wanted to pay for the two kids. So everything fell on Johnny. When Johnny first saw the kids and knew how they lived, he knew from their Grandma that no one cared about them, so she had to raise them. When he also knew her age, he knew that they would need someone to raise them after their Grandma.



















Chapter 2
The new aunt
Johnny wasn’t a man who speaks to girls, he gets embarrassed, freak out and wasn’t impressed by. Once as he was working in the company, he saw a woman, who impressed him, she wasn’t that beautiful. But she beat his heart, for he couldn’t take his eyes while he was working, as she was with another worker showing him a picture, feeling that Johnny was stocking her. He didn’t go and talk to her, because he knew that he will be embarrassed.
After a while, that woman came up to him saying: ”hi”.
Johnny nervously:“Hhhhi”.
“How are you?”
“I’m fffine thank you, wwwhat about you?”
“I am fine thank you, can you please help me?”
“Yes Ma’am, in what way?”
“I’m looking for these kids, and I was told that you can help me in finding them.”
She then took out the same picture, and there it was Tom and Thomas.
“Um, excuse me how can I help you with this picture?”
In a shocked face.
“I am searching for those two kids.”
“Excuse me, and how are you related to them?”
“I am their aunt, Aunt Caroline, their mother (Samantha) sister, and I am searching for them to take them and raise them.”
“Where are you going to take them?”
“I am planning to adjust in this town, because they are used to this town, so I don’t want to give a them pressure of changing places and everything, it is enough that they have lost their parents, their grandmother. They are like my kids.”
“What if the person whom they are living with refused?”
“Then I will take it by force.”
“Aha, and were you all this time?”
“I was abroad, married.”
“Aha is that so? Well if you want to see the kids then come to this place and time.”
He gave her a paper noting the information for her.
When the work hours finished, Johnny went home to see the kids. He told him about the day, he almost forgot about their aunt, and then he remembered, and asked them if they know someone with that name. They asked him about her, he told them that they will meet her today at 17:00, at the park. The kids were excited; they tried to wait till the time came. Once they saw their aunt while they were playing with Johnny, they ran to her, to greet her, they were so happy that they saw her. She then saw Johnny:” so you are the one who is taking care of them?”
“Yes, I am.”
After sometimes sitting with the kids, they sat together a little bit away from the kids. Caroline then asked him: “that’s what made you ask lots of question?”
Johnny feeling red: “yes, because I never heard of someone from their relatives wanting to take care of them.”
“Ookay, that is so. So no one cared for them, as I thought.”
“Yes, so I decided to raise them, without expecting someone will give a hand. So, if you take them, will I be able to see them? Do you think that you can provide them what they need? “
“Um, not really but with your help if you still want to help, then yes.”
She smiled, which made him smile without realizing, she is a welcoming person, and she likes to socialize with people. Johnny was relaxed, after having a chat.
After two days of holiday, and Caroline sitting with the kids, whom she missed, she finally decided to look for a job, to help Johnny to raise the kids. So she started searching, but all she had was rejection, because everywhere they had enough of employees and she wanted to work to stay in Lazy town near the kids, she didn’t want to leave them, in the end she applied a job for a small wage, which is a maid. Then she got a job, and was happy.
Johnny was happy in his work and happy to see Caroline every day, either with the kids or alone, he was feeling secure. To Caroline she also felt secure and the kids too. She loved him. Their relationship started to grow, day by day, together and with the kids too.
The kids wished that Johnny and their aunt get married, they wanted to live together with them. So one day as they were going to bed, they had a little chat with him.
“Dad”, called Thomas.
“Yes?”
“Why don’t you marry Aunt Caroline?”
“Um… because I am waiting for the right time.”
“So you want to marry her?” smiled Tom.
“Yes, I am thinking to marry her, because I am happy to sit with her, and I don’t want you two to be always going and coming here. I want that you two stay with us in one house.”
The boys smiled, and were happy. They were waiting for the day to come and see Jonny propose to Caroline.
After months Johnny proposed to Caroline, the boys were happy, they were waiting for this moment excitedly. Once they knew that they were going to marry, the boys became happier.






















Chapter 3
After marriage
Johnny didn’t have a lot of related people in the Lazy town, even Caroline. So Johnny decided that they get marry at Caroline’s town, which is Happy Town. After their marriage they went back to Lazy town.
They were happy together, and happier with the kids around, they loved the kids and the kids loved them. The kids then started to work harder in the school, they got high grades, which made the parents happy to what the kids have recorded, even the teachers were amazed, because in short time the kids got a very high grades. They were even participating in school activities.
After one year of marriage, Johnny changed his job again, to a better job, and was famous in Lazy town, which even went out of Lazy town to other towns, that they wanted to know who is Johnny, and about his achievements. Caroline stopped working as a maid, in fact she changed to be a writer, she loved to write, especially stories, which she was starting to help Johnny in the payments. Caroline got pregnant, and the family was happy, they were especially the kids waiting for the days to pass by to see the new baby.
One day there was a snow, it started to fall, the kids were happy, they went out to play in the snow, they didn’t want to go to school that day, but the parents forced them to go to school. As they were playing in the snow at the playground, the teacher called them to pack their things, for they are going home. The kids wondered, and millions of questions passed through their mind. They asked Johnny but he didn’t want to reply to them, he looked happy but didn’t say a word, till they reached to Health hospital. The kids got scared, they asked him if it was their aunt, and he nodded in agree.
The kids were scared, because they know that the hospital is for sick people, and they stay there for longtime, sometimes they come out alive, or die in it, and since longtime they didn’t enter the hospital. When they were near a room, they heard a baby crying, and they peeped through the small window, and saw that it is their aunt, and in her hand she had a baby.
The kids rushed in there happy, laughing, smiling, all the words of happiness can be described at this moment about the kids with the word excitedly. They jumped up and down, beside their aunts bed, the baby was a girl, they still didn’t give her a name, and they wanted the kids to give the name for her, so the kids decided on Samantha, their mother’s name.
One day and one night Caroline stayed in the hospital, the next day she was out heading home.
The kids helped their parents in decorating Samantha’s room, she had her own room. After four month passed she was moved to her room. She was a colic baby, everyone at home, at first used to get annoyed, but then they got used to it. Even when Caroline went to stay with her family for a few days, Johnny and the kids missed Samantha and her crying. So, when she came back they were happy and didn’t care about her continues cry. The kids loved her so much, that they didn’t even want to separate from her.


















Chapter 4
Growing older
As the kids grow up, they looked after their sister more and more. When they finished school, they worked to help their parents, and studied at the same time. Tom studied electrical engineering and Thomas in computer science, they liked their field and paid for their studies, and helped their family.
They never wanted to leave their family whom have raised and sacrificed their life for them, cause they never thought that one day they would find a family who would want to help them, after their relatives left them, but their Aunt most of the times when they were free she would take them to their relatives to know them.
After their relatives saw how the two men were grown, in a good attitude, that time they approved that they are their relatives, but Tom and Thomas didn’t care since they had Johnny and Caroline, and their young sister Samantha, for they made a one family and faced their problems together.
For Patricia, she then found out that Nidd wasn’t the perfect person for her, so they divorced and she was regretting that why she left Johnny, and she returned to him the money which she stole, and told to him what she had done, Johnny since that time he didn’t talk to her, and didn’t want to see her.

ضاقت دنياي

ضاقت الدنيا و إختفى النور و لا نور تولع إلا نور القمر شوف كيف نور القمر يسطع هذا هو إنت فوق أشوفك و أنا أبتسم من الفرحة و أحسك في داخلي
لكن هذا كله وهم و أنا أدري, و لا أريد أخليك بروحك لأنك إنت إنت إلي أشوفك فوق من بين الناس و تعلقت فيك أسفة على خطاي إلي سببت لك و أنا بسير
و أغير دربي, درب إلي ما ألاقي فيه أحد غير ذكرياتك. ذكرياتك ما تنسي و خصوصا أحد أحبه من قلبي لأنه القلب ما ينسى أحبابه لكن ممكن أحبابه ينسى
كل سنة أبى أكتب عنك شعر, لكن شعوري ما تنوصف بالكلام, لا هي تنوصف فالقلب إلي اللسان ما يقدر يقوله, و أبى أقولك كلام أنا أحبك أحبك موت
ما قدرت أقولك إياه و إنت جنبي و الحين فات الأوان, و أدري. أنا أتعذب عشان الأوان فات و لا قدرت أرجع للورا و لازم أكمل دربي قدام لكن ما عليك
لأنك إنت الغالي و الغالي في قلبي و ما أنساك

Unique person

Sick but strong in mind never thought you would survive with life,
A genius which doesn’t need to read from your eye,
But read from your work.
Went to hospitals and survived from their medication,
Stayed with your mental sickness,
Fought the world.
Decorated the place with your calculations,
Invented things which no one would think about.
Imagine if you were normal,
How would you be?
A normal person without a success in life,
On the other hand, with your sickness,
You are a successful man.
You are unique person which after several years people saw,
You hooked on your equilibrium till you found that right way to explain.
One of the successful people in my eyes,
Whom I never thought I would come across.

To Professor John Forbes Nash (mathematician professor)

John

The sky was filled with white clouds and the sun was shinning it's light. People were working and others were playing and having fun. When it was lunchtime the clouds were going darker and darker, after five minutes the sky was black, there were winds and trees were swinging left to right. Then rains started to drop one by one, drop by drop. The rain started afterwards to be heavy, like a hard rock.
Then rain stopped to drop after two hours and people went out to have a look and some went out with their bikes and played and had fun.
But there was a woman whose name was Nancy, she was pregnant, and that day she was going to deliver a baby, so she was found laying on the ground and was suffering from the pain, and Nancy was seen by a young lady who was working as a nurse, her name was Angela, she took Nancy to the hospital. When Angela went to the hospital, she searched for a doctor, when she has found that doctor whose name was Doctor William, the three of them then went to the birth room, he baby sneezed then started to cry loudly, when Nancy heard her child crying she was happy, her face was pale and she said in a faint voice:" let me see the child and die."
The Doctor William and Angela jumped together and said in horror:"oh,madam please don't say these words, you will need to be strong to care for your baby."
Nancy hold her baby and put her lips on her baby's forehead as the baby cried. Then she left him beside the bed and said in a faint voice again:" please take care of my child, he looks healthy."
Then she died and the William went to check her pulse, he couldn't find one, then went to check her heart beat but no use, so he said to Angela in a pitty voice: "her blood is frozen,frozen for ever."
Then he checked her fingers for a wedding ring, he couldn't find one, so he sighed:" no wedding ...well goodnight."
Angela jumped and said to him:" what are you leaving the boy like that?"
William said: "take care of him today and tomorrow will search a place for him to live in." So Angela gave the baby a milk, she looked at him and said: "if you were my child I was going to call you John,John Babage."
When it was time for Angela to leavefor rest, she passed by a shopto buy babies things, after she had bought John's things she went to her apartment where it was at the end of the road of the baby apartment was so small, it had only four rooms, one is her bedroom, kitchen , bathroom and midnight had arrived, she was still awake, for she was thinking about John and what is she going to do to save him, from the cruelty that he is going to recieve in a workhouse.
The next day came and the water dried from the roads and the people were doing their things as usual, Angela had finished cleaning, and she started to think again, but this time it was different, she was thinking about William, whom she had known from the time she entered the hospital, and the two of them were talking friendly, and they loved each other, and through the two months he didn't ask for her marriage.
Then she heard bell ringing, she went to open the door, and in front of her she saw William, she was amazed cause he never came to her house.
William entered the house and said:" I have found a place for him to stay."
Angela then asked him:" Where is that place?"
William had putten his hand in his suit, and took out a small box, he left it between his hand, Angela was trying to figure out when they sat for 2minutes William opened the box, there was a ring, with a precious stone on top of the ring. William said in his normal voice:" John will be living with us if you have accepted the marriage of us."
Angela accepted his offer.
After two months of the marriage between William and Angela, John was adopted by the couples, and he didn't know that he has no mother nor father, and he ws borned disabled.
Two years past by, and John grew, he was still healthy and disabled, and this problem will stay with him for the rest of his life,he used to talk alot, he had a baby brother named Oliver, and John had a neckless everywhere he went Angela would keep it in his pocket, because inside was his real mother's photograph. Angela told John to keep this neckless because it is his precious gift.
William who became a father, had enough money to keep the family happy and study who became a mother, had retired to sit with the children and do the house works.
After one more year William finished his degree and had more money to put John in school to start learning from the age of three, but John used to skip school, and when his parents knew they would beat him,and he used to cry and would stay alone until the next day and skip again.
One year past, William decided to take John out of school till when he was six years old, Angela accepted that because she saw John used to skip and return home.
When John was eighteen yearsold he finished his school, William and Angela decided to tell the truth about the neckless, because whenever John asked them they said that they would tell him when he grows.
So, when the holidays came, William and Angela said to John the truth about him, right that John was upset, and said that he will search for his father, he thanked his foster parent for taking care of him from when he was small, after that Oliver knew the truth of John and was sad too, because maybe he won't see his big brother as he used to call him.
After the holiday finished and John found a university for electricity, he started to study and send his mother's pictures to the newspapers so he could find his father.
After two months of the advertisement John went to his foster parent when they called him from the university, so he went back on the same day and was worried about when he reached there,he saw Oliver playing with a boy about 12 years old, and beside that boy he saw a man talking to William and looking at Oliver and that small boy while they were playing, so he went and greeted them, then Oliver said to John:"Hey, big brother, how is the university?"
John said that the university is good, and he is doing fine in his studies, he then asked about his mother, Oliver said that she is in the kitchen, he went to her and greeted, she was happy when he saw her.
After talking with her about his studies and the university he asked her:"hmm... mum, may i know who are those two guests?"
"Afterwards honey, afterwards, just go and take a nap, and i will send Oliver to wake you up",Angela said so John shook his head and went to take a nap.
When it was time for them to eat, they told John that this is his real father and his little brother, John was surprised that found his real father, but he didn't know that he had a brother, but he was happy.
John went to sleep in his father's house with his little brother and had settled there because it was near to his 6 years john got married and had a baby girl, he and his wife lived happily ever after.

Ramez

There was a boy who was poor, he didn't have anything with him except his books and his soul, his name was Ramez, he was ten years old he was alone. He used to go to school with only one cloth because he couldn't afford to buy a dress for himself. He used to live on the street, used to beg people for helping him, but no one cared, until one day, as he was going to the other side of the street, he saw that there was no car, so he passed, suddenly as he was passing, he saw a car was coming near him with a high speed, and suddenly it hit him, and Ramez fell on the street fainted, after a while he woke up, he saw people gathering around, he felt some pains at his head, leg and hand. But he tried to stand up, but couldn't, the people was saying to him to sit, the ambulance is now coming to pick him. After a while an ambulance came, they put him on the bed and his books were beside him, the nurses wanted to take it from him but couldn't, he wanted it beside him, because all his life was reading the same books and not changing them because he couldn't afford it.
When he reached the hospital, the doctor whose name was doctor Mustafa went to check on him, he asked him to leave the books for a while, but Ramez said:" I won't leave my books alone, they are my life, and I have nothing except these books."
Doctor Mustafa said: "What do you mean by your words?"
Ramez in a sad tone:" I have no one to live with, I am a lonely poor person, I live on the street, I go to my school in the morning, I beg for something to eat in the afternoon, but I am happy for being alive, at least I could read, at least I could see."
The doctor in a calming voice:" where are your family?"
Ramez:" my family hmmm… I have left them."
Doctor:" why?"
Ramez:" why? Because I used to ask them to bring for me some kind of stuff for school, and they didn't but my other brothers and sister where getting anything the wanted from my parents, but when my brothers and sisters used to see me like that, what they were doing is that they say the things which I need it as if they need it, then that way I used to be happy, until one day my nanny told my parents that some of the things which I need my brothers and sisters where asking them, as if they wanted so I could get it." He started to cry but tried not to show that.
Then doctor Mustafa realized that, he said to Ramez:" it is okay to cry, this is how you feel, and you shouldn't be embarrassed that you are crying in front of an adult."
Ramez:" I am not used to cry in front of a person, only when I am by myself, but when I cry, I cry inside myself, now longtime I didn't cry from inside and outside."
Doctor Mustafa:" okay, could you please finish."
Ramez:" yes, so my mother shouted at me, and hit me, until I fainted, and my sisters and brothers tried to save me, but couldn't, then I woke up, and found that my sisters and brothers all beside me sitting, and each wanted to help me, they didn't feel happy of what was happening around me, because I was the only one who is suffering. When I was cured by my sisters and brothers, I asked my parents why they are treating me this way, so they said to me if I don't like it, then I go out and find another house."
Doctor Mustafa:" okay, so you have searched and you didn't find till now yet, right?"
Ramez:"Yes." The doctor Mustafa thought for a moment then said:" okay, what if I said to you to come and live with me, will you accept it or refuse it?"
Ramez:" I don't know."
Doctor:" how you don't know and you said that you went to look for a place to live? Or you want but you are scared?"
Ramez in a frightened voice:" I want but I am scared sir."
Doctor:" but why are you scared? What makes you scared? Or because of what you have suffered in your house?"
Ramez:"because of what I have suffered in my house."
Doctor:"there is nothing to be scared of, I am alone in my house, I don't have wife or kids, and I could take care of you as my child, I was going to adopt a child and take care as if it was from my flesh."
Ramez smiled, and had accepted the offer that doctor Mustafa has given him.
So Ramez was happy, and stayed in hospital for about three weeks till he was cured and could walk again. Then he went to live with Doctor Mustafa. He was happy, and doctor Mustafa transferred Ramez to a nearer place, Ramez had new friends who helped him in his studies, he tried his best to be the first and beat all his friends in school.
After two years of living together Doctor Mustafa said to Ramez one day, after calling him to sit with him:"uhm…Ramez I wanted tell you that I have found someone who I could marry, and take care of us I wanted to ask you if you are going to accept to stay with me even if I have a wife?"
Ramez answered:" yes daddy, but if she doesn't treat me well then I will have to find another place to live."
Doctor Mustafa answered that he will try to let her change if she treated Ramez in a bad way. The woman name was sally.
After two months she went and lived with Ramez and Doctor Mustafa, they lived happy, after one year they had a baby girl called salima. After passing four years since Ramez lived with Doctor Mustafa happy, he asked Doctor Mustafa to take him to Ramez parents because he missed them, and wanted to stay with them for somedays. That time it was holiday, so Doctor Mustafa accepted, and Ramez went to see his parents, they weren't happy to see him, but he sat, and saw that he a brother whose name was Majd, he was three years old. And no one of his brothers nor sisters had been treated bad, so he asked his family why it was him who should be treated bad, his family then said that they are not his parents, he lived with them and been cared as their child, and because he was so small and no one wanted to take care of him, except them. So tears went from Ramez's, and he went out of the house, with out saying a word to them, he couldn't stand it. One of his sisters wanted to talk to him, but he didn't want to hear anything from anyone in the house who he thought were his family.
So he went out, and went to Sally and said to her:" Sally, I wanted to tell you…" while he was talking, tears where flowing from his eyes, he continued talking to sally," I wanted to tell you, that I am going to roads again to live, because there I had found that it was my truly home."
Sally in a sad voice asked:" what are you saying Ramez, what do you mean by your words?"
And Ramez said to her what had happened with the family who he called them his family. So she spoke with Mustafa, and they told to Ramez that he won't move anywhere, he will stay with them, no matter what it costs, so he stayed with them. Then one day in the same year, Sally had a nightmare, which said to her, that her son is living with her. So she said to Mustafa the truth about her life the second day, and then she said to him about the dream, and said that maybe Ramez was her child who was kidnapped and never returned to her, and never had contact with him. So she and Ramez went to the hospital to check their genes, after checking the genes, it had been proved to them that sally was his mother, and Majd was his brother, and his father had divorced his mother after a fight, that his father wanted to marry someone, and his mother didn't want. So Mustafa, Ramez, sally and Majd lived happy all their lives, and Ramez had more sisters and brothers.

To my dear grandfather

Death has taken you from us,
But the love stays in my heart which bleeds,
Missing you is what I should say,
Loved you and want to cry is what i should say,
My tears are at the door for you,
The tears betrayed me to drop for you,
But instead happiness flies in my eyes,
Cry is for the happiness,
You are the hero in me,
Not just a hero but my superhero in my believe,
People would say that I am mad about what I said,
But I know that i am in my concious of what I said,
Grave is what parted you from the people,
But the memory stays in some,
You might be forgotten to others,
But the ones who loved you never forgot you in their days,
Grave is where you rest,
Happiness that you are relaxed is in my smile,
Allah yerhamak is the last word I can say to you,
From the days you have suffered in your life and after you went to the grave.
Baba Ali Allah yerhamak

إلى كل أم

أهدي هذه الكلمات لكل أم التي رأت أولادها يكبرون و ربتهم و أعطتهم حنانها.
أهدي إلى كل أم عاشت الصعاب لتربية أبنائها و اسقطت دموع الحزن و الفرح.
أهدي إلى كل أم لم تنم و سهرت من أجل راحت أبنائها
أهدي إلى كل أم زرعت المحبة فيهم
أهدي إلى كل أم تحملت الصعاب و واجهة المشاكل


أنت من رعتني و أنقذتني و قت الشدة
أنت التي من كنت أراها بجانبي عند الفرح و الحزن
أنت من رأيتك تحلقين في سماء أحلامي
أنت من وقفت بجانبي حين مرضت
أحبك أحبك يا أمي
أحبك إبتسامتك الرقيقة
أحب حنانك حين تطبطبين ييديك علي
كم أتشوق أن أراك فالبيت
و أنا أشاكسك و أراك تبتسمين
و عندما أنجح أحن إلى إبتسامك الجميل و أنت تفرحين بسبب النجاح
فلولاك أمي لما كتبت هذه الكلمات و أيضا لكل الأمهات
تحياتي

سارة

كان المكان مظلم و مخيف, إنقطع الضوء فجأة فبدأ الناس يجمعون أغراضهم للخروج مسرعين, لقد كان الأطفال و النساء و الرجال جميعهم مسرعين. و فيما كانت سارة واقفة حائرة فيما تفعل و الناس يصرخون من كل جهة مسرعين يريدون الخروج, و سارة لم تفهم لماذا, إلا أنها فجأة ترى نار يأتي كالبرق متجها نحوها و الناس يهربون و هي خائفة و فجأة من دون أن تعي سارة فيما كانت تفعله, إذ أنها ترى نفسها قد نجت من النار الذي كان يتجه إليها, و لكن بعد مدة قصيرو ترى البرميل قد إنفجر أمامها, و لا ترى شيئا إلا أنها تحس نفسها فالهواء, و إرتطمت بشيء قوي مما تركها تفقد وعيها.
و بعد مدة قصيرة أفاقت سارة, فترى الناس مجتمعون إليها, و هي كانت تحس بالألم في جسمها, و كانت مذعورة أكثر, و فيما هي مستلقية على الأرض, إذ تحس كأن شيئا يركض من فوق رأسها بسرعة و من يدها, فترفع يديها فترى دمها يجري كالحصان, و تمسك بيدها رأسها, فترى الدم أيضا يجري كالحصان, ومن ثم تفقد وعيها مرة أخرى.
و بعد أيام تفتح سارة عينها و ترى أجهزة فوقها, و ترى إبرا فوق يديها, و لا ترى أحدا. و بعد مدة دخلت ممرضة لترى حال سارة, فسألتها سارة عن ما حدث لها, فتخبرها الممرضة, و من تسألها كم يوم لبثت هنا, فتقول لها ثلاثة أيام.



بعد أن خرجت سارة من المشفى بعد شهر لم تكن قادرة على المشي, فقد كانت تمشي على كرسي متحرك, و قد زال عنها الإكتئاب بسبب أنها لم تكن تقدر أن تعيش مثل ما كانت تعيش من قبل. و في نفس اليوم ذهب الأهل لزيارتها, فقد إجتمعوا معها و أحست بالفرحة, و كانت مرتاحة البال و مطمئنة في ذلك الوقت, فقد أحست و كأنهم واقفون معها. و بعد أسبوع طلبت سارة أن تذهب إلى المبنى الذي إحترق, فلبى أهلها طلبها.
و عندما ذهبت سارة إلى هناك رأت مبنى قد إسودة خارجها بعد ان كان ناصع البياض و أن نافذته قد إنكسر و خرج من مكانه. فكانت الدموع بدأ يمتلئ في عيون سارة, و هنا قالت بحرقة:" أتدرون ما هذا المبنى؟"
فإستغرب الأهل و أنفوا. فقالت:"هنا كان بيتي الثاني, الذي أسكب فيه دموعي و ألامي, لقد تحملني و هدأني بعد أن فشلت في أن أرتاح بين احبابي, فقد كان ألامي كثيرة و كنت أخاف أن أتعبكم بألامي فإستأجرت شقة من هذا المبنى و سكبت دموعي فيها."
فإنصدم الأهل فلم يكونوا يعرفون أن سارة كان لها ألام كثيرة و كانت تفتح أبوابها لكي تأخذ ألام غيرها,و لكن لم يكن يعلم الأهل أنها عندها ألام لا تقدر أن تقوله لهم بسبب أن لا ترهقهم بألامها.
و منذ ذلك اليوم عرف أهلها ما سبب كتمها و عدم جلوسها كثيرا معهم, و من هنا إنطلق الأهل و أخذوها في أحضانهم و بدأو يساعدونها في حل مشاكلها التي رأوا أن مشاكلهم أكبر و لكن إتضح لهم في نهاية الصورة أن مشاكلها أكبر منهم بكثير و مع ذلك فقد تحملت الألام كلها.

ما أغرب

ما أغرب الحياة أن تراها تفرح لك يوما و اليوم الثاني تظلم النور الذي كان يشع لك قبل يوم و اليوم الثالث لا يكون يوجد أحاسيس التي تشارك معك

و ما أغرب أن تحس بالنجاح بعد الخروج من الإمتحان و عندما يأتي النتائج تسد الوجه بالدموع دموع القهر الذي لم تتوقعه بعد الخروج من الإمتحان

و ما أغرب أن تحاول جهدك لكسب لتري على ما هو تستطيع فعله و ثم بعد ذلك كل الجهد يذهب في هواء و كأن شيء لم يحدث

كل هذه الأشياء تخترع الهموم للشخص لكي تتعبه و تلاحقه كأنه كابوس لا يريد التخلص منه

الام

قلب الأم كبير فله مساحات واسعة لتحب فيه أحب الناس إليها, فلديها أحبابها لترعاهم و تحميهم و تسقيها حنانها لهم فيرتوا ليقوا و يقفوا على أرجلهم مرة أخرى.
فسبحان الله على هذا القلب الذي لا يتوقف عن البكاء في الفرح و الحزن,فإنه دائم جاهز للقتال من أجل الأحباب, و لا يريد الضعف أمامهم حتى لا يضعفوا الاحباب. فياسبحان الله لم أر مثل هذا القلب من قبل, فإنه مثل الأسد لحماية الغابة أي هم الأحباب.
فصحيح ما قال الرسول صلى الله عليه و سلم عندما ذكر الأم ثلاث مرات فإنها تسهر الليالي لنرتاح و تبكي عندما نبكي و تضحك عندما نضحك.
فلماذا لا نقدم أبسط الاشياء لها؟ إن الحياة هذه الأيام تترك الأطفال يهملون أمهاتهم و لا يهتمون بها, فكم من قصص سمعناها و كم من مرات لم نرد عليها لأننا نريد أن نكمل ما نفعله, لماذا لا نجلس معها بضع دقائق نسأل عن حالها و إن كانت تريد شيئا؟ الإنسان أناني في بعض الأشياء فهو يريده لنفسه و لا يقدمه للأخر.
و ما يحزن أكثر هو عند وفاتها فنقول لماذا لم نفعل كذا و كذا و لماذا كذا و ... إلخ, و في ذلك الحين لا يوجد شيء نفعله فنندم على ذلك.
فهيا لنذهب و نقدم لها أبسط الأشياء فهي التي مسحت أعيننا عندما كنا ندمع و حضتنا عندما كنا نحتاجه و فعلت ما كنا نريده.
فليس لدي الآن أقول شي إلا و أن نذهب لنقدم لها المعونة و نسأل عن حالها.

القلم و الممحاة و الورقة

يوجد ثلاثة أصدقاء و كانوا أحب أصدقاء, فقد كان القلم يكتب همومه في الورقة و إذا أخطأ القلم على الورقة ذهب الممحاة ليمسح في ما أخطأ القلم.

في يوم من الأيام أراد القلم أن يكتب عن ماذا حدث في حياته, منذ نشأته, فعندما أراد القلم أن يكتب ذلك لم يعجب الورقة ذلك, فقد كان يغير بعض الأحيان من القلم لأنه يكتب همومه على الورقة و هو لم يحظى بذلك, و حزن الممحاة لأن القلم دائما يخطأ على الورقة و هو يمسح و يعتذر للورقة بدلا من القلم. فلم يعجبهم ذلك من تصرف القلم, و لم يقولوا له ذلك, و لكن بدأ القلم يحس بأن أصدقائه لديهم شئ يؤذيهم ,فسألهم: ما الذي يضيق صدركم؟

أجابت الورقة: أنت تكتب فوقي, و تخطأ في حقي, و لا تعتذر لي, و تكتب همومك و لا تكتب همومي.

و أجابت الممحاة: و أنت دائما تخطأ و أنا أعتذر, و أنا قد مللت من ذلك.

و عندها حزن القلم بعد أن عرف ما الذي ضاق صدره أصدقائه.فسكت قليلا ثم قال: يا ورقة أعترف بأنني أخطأ و لا أعتذر, و أعرف أنني دائما أكتب همومي, و لكن بعد أن أنهي من كتابة همومي فأنت تصبحين كتابا بعد ذلك, يقرأ منك الكثير و يستفيدون من ما أكتب عليك, فلا تحزني فأنت من يساعدني في نقل المعلومات إلى الشخص الذي يقرأك. و بالحقيقة لست أنا من يكتب على صفحاتك, إنما الذي يمسك بي و يجرني كأني لا أقدر أن أتحرك, و أنت قد لا ترى من الذي يمسكني لأسكب جرحه عليك. و يا ممحاة أنت تمسح ما أخطئ, أعرف ذلك,و لكنك تمسح ما أخطأ الذي يكتب همومه و هو يمسكني, فأنا هنا لا أتحرك ساكنا, لا أعبر عن رأي, إنما أعبر عن رأي الكاتب. فأنا هنا أقف بين أصدقائي و هم يعتقدون بأنني المذنب عن ما يحدث لهم. و لكن لا يدرون ما قيمتهم و هم محزنون على حياتهم. بل أنا من يجب الحزن, لأنني أجر كل يوم, لا أقدر أن أتحرك إلا إذا حركني الذي يبث همومه, و ليس فقط همومه لا بل معلوماته الذي يحصل عليه أيضا. و نحن, نحن من نساعده على فعل ذلك, فهو يحملنا معه أينما ذهب. أنت يا ممحاة تمسح ما يخطأ في صديقنا الورقة, فأنت تريد أن يرى الكاتب أن ما كتب من كلام جميل. إذا حزنت عن ما يفعله الكاتب فكيف سوف تكون نافعا فلولاك لما عرف الكاتب خطأه, و أنت يا ورقة يكتب الكاتب عن ما يريد كتابته, و إذا لم تكن موجودا فلم تكن ترى نفسك تتحول إلى كتاب و تتنقل بين أيدي الناس, و يشكرك على فعلتك عما كتبه الكاتب فيك, و يا ممحاة أنت لا تحصلي على الشكر مثلما يحصل الكتاب عليه, بعد كتابة ما أراد أن يكتب الكاتب ينسنى و لكن لا ينسى الكتاب, فلا تنتظر الشكر, إنما إفعل الخير و ارمه في البحر.

فعندها فرح الورقة و الممحاة, و تأسفوا للقلم على ما إعتقدوا. و لكن لم يحزن على ما حسبوه.

فأنت أيها الكاتب إكتب ما تريد, و لا تفكر فيما يعتقد الورقة و الممحاة عنك, فقط إمسك بي و ارسم الأحرف الجميلة على الورقة و إن أخطأت في الرسم فامسك الممحاة و أمسح الخطأ, فهكذا هي الحياة. تخطط و تدبر و بعدها يذهب مثل ما يحدث عند الكتابة. و غشكر القلم على المساعدة في الكتابة, و إشكر الورقة على منحه من بياضه لتجمله بكتابة ما تشاء, و إشكرا الممحاة على إعتذاره كل مرة تخطئ في الورقة و هو لا يبقى أثر خطأك

تحياتي

حفيد القلم الذي كتبت به أول مرة في حياتك

و هو القلم الذي تكتب به الآن