in my own world

in my own world trying to recollect of what i have done


sitting trying hard to remember but nothing pops up to make it correct

watching as my world goes crashing down with my hands closed

clutching my fist to try and figure out what to do

but what will come

nothing

all darkness

suddenly a light pops up like in a movie where a place is so dark

there i see the people in all different kind of feeli...ngs

i say to myself why dont i be like them

keeping my pain inside and laugh from the outside

no one will know

everything will cover it and no one will know

then the light slowly it comes near to me

and i went to it slowly

and got to people hiding my pain and laughing with them

This is what most people do

They have pains but hide it with laughing with other people

but some they cant hide it

whats inside them shows outside