Why do we always have to play with other peoples feeling?
Why do we hurt them?
Why can't we just stop hurting them?
Why do we pretend our love to them, then at last we break up with them?
Why does love hurt us?
It is hard to be loving someone, to be close to, to feel secure with, at last you end up breaking with, it hurts going between two flames.
It hurts to leave your loved ones, life is different now, you have to live with what happens to your life. It is not easy to continue with the pain inside, feels like wanting to cry, to cry blood and tears to relax and continue my life.
It is not easy going on like that, being quiet, but to keep the loved ones happy, and me cry tears inside, without a single sound coming out from pain.
Depression comes and lets me suffer more, but thats alright, as it always comes and goes, it doesn't stay for a month, it stays less, and once again what to do?
This is life and this is my life, this is how it is drawn and I have to finish the touches of it, to complete my life, as some touches hurts me to be like a pin going in my body.
Pain just go away and leave me relaxed, for I have suffered alot, and more suffers are coming, depression now little comes, but I try my best to ignore it to let it go away, but its a hard thing to do, its not easy, I try to look normal, like nothing eats me up, like nothing has come to crush my life, like no poison is in my life. But I am quiet because I am quiet and the poison is high in my body, which I try to remove it in my own way, not by going to anyone to plea for help, as what I have discovered that telling my problem won't help alot, it is just selling a piece of my life to people, and some take it for only messing with it, nad don't take it seriously, so what is the use of talking about if life is like that?
It is better to keep quiet and shut my mouth and not talk about a thing, it is better to be away from people so that they won't suffer and take my piece of life as theirs or mess it up.
I want it to be clean, and not to get dirty at all.
I might infront of people be laughing and joking and fooling, but they don't know what happens to me at the end of the day, but I keep it shut, as at the end of the day is the hardest, I would be just wishing to close my and get my head on the pillow, and drown in sleep so that I look for another day which would be better, and try to keep it as my best day.
Don't see a person who is always happy and like no problem is there, they might be laughing in your face but at the end of their day is like something has caught them and doesn't want to leave them.
Why do we hurt them?
Why can't we just stop hurting them?
Why do we pretend our love to them, then at last we break up with them?
Why does love hurt us?
It is hard to be loving someone, to be close to, to feel secure with, at last you end up breaking with, it hurts going between two flames.
It hurts to leave your loved ones, life is different now, you have to live with what happens to your life. It is not easy to continue with the pain inside, feels like wanting to cry, to cry blood and tears to relax and continue my life.
It is not easy going on like that, being quiet, but to keep the loved ones happy, and me cry tears inside, without a single sound coming out from pain.
Depression comes and lets me suffer more, but thats alright, as it always comes and goes, it doesn't stay for a month, it stays less, and once again what to do?
This is life and this is my life, this is how it is drawn and I have to finish the touches of it, to complete my life, as some touches hurts me to be like a pin going in my body.
Pain just go away and leave me relaxed, for I have suffered alot, and more suffers are coming, depression now little comes, but I try my best to ignore it to let it go away, but its a hard thing to do, its not easy, I try to look normal, like nothing eats me up, like nothing has come to crush my life, like no poison is in my life. But I am quiet because I am quiet and the poison is high in my body, which I try to remove it in my own way, not by going to anyone to plea for help, as what I have discovered that telling my problem won't help alot, it is just selling a piece of my life to people, and some take it for only messing with it, nad don't take it seriously, so what is the use of talking about if life is like that?
It is better to keep quiet and shut my mouth and not talk about a thing, it is better to be away from people so that they won't suffer and take my piece of life as theirs or mess it up.
I want it to be clean, and not to get dirty at all.
I might infront of people be laughing and joking and fooling, but they don't know what happens to me at the end of the day, but I keep it shut, as at the end of the day is the hardest, I would be just wishing to close my and get my head on the pillow, and drown in sleep so that I look for another day which would be better, and try to keep it as my best day.
Don't see a person who is always happy and like no problem is there, they might be laughing in your face but at the end of their day is like something has caught them and doesn't want to leave them.
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